(I initially wrote this “Counterpoint” column about a year ago. Since then Russia has become embroiled in the Syrian civil war, largely in support of the country’s brutal dictatorship. Though it claims to be targeting terrorists, Russian jets are said to be targeting other opponents of the Assad regime other than the so-called Islamic State, often referred to as ISIS or ISIL. As I write this a negotiated truce deal involving the U.S., Russia, and others, appears to be falling apart as the war rages on, with many thousands of Syrian civilians dying, or desperately fleeing the country. Meanwhile, there are growing sings the conflict could escalate into something much bigger, even a “world war.”)
I wasn’t born yesterday. On the contrary I’m having to face the reality of not just growing old, but actually being there, every time I look in the mirror and see less and less hair on the top of my head, and a lot more laugh lines on an increasingly less familiar face.
It’s a bit of a shock really because it just doesn’t reflect the way I feel inside, which is still young at heart – a boy really, if I dare say that, for fear of revealing too much. But there you have it, like I used to joke with my girls, until they were tired of hearing it to the point of rolling their eyes, “I still don’t know what I want to do when I grow.”
It’s true though: many dreams have come and gone. And yet, though tired, I dream on, despite the passage of more than enough time, as if anything is still possible. And so, I am still hopeful.
Suddenly I am reminded of the wise man who years ago told us over coffee, after signalling his intention to say something important, with the usual, “I tell you something, boys,” and then this particular time went on to say, “the man who invented time was a fool.”
I wonder what the well-travelled, mysterious, and no doubt long-gone Dan would say now in his deep, rather mysterious European accent, about the changes wrought in the world with the passage of more than 50 years of time, and especially now, about the state of global affairs. I doubt anything would surprise him, though even he might occasionally raise his eyebrows from time to time over the sheer weight of world-changing events, the decline and fall of late 20th Century empires, and the dangerous time in which we now live as a new world order, or lack of order, emerges. Continue reading →