The twice-lost tooth, Ed Sullivan’s laughing man, and perseverance

Sometimes you just have to persevere, keep moving, and wrestle the Gods of Chaos to the ground rather than go back to bed.

It’s pathetic how a little thing can bring me down. Know what I mean? Like this morning when I lost that plastic, false tooth the World’s Best Dentist had made for me, oh, about two years, maybe three years ago – quite a while, anyway. It was supposed to be temporary, until I was ready to spend enough money to buy a used pick-up to equip my mouth with a single-tooth bridge. The temporary front tooth has sufficed, thank you, though it was pricey enough in its own right.

This morning wasn’t the first time I’d lost it. Last summer I was picking corn and, as I do sometimes, eating the odd cob right-off-the-stalk raw. Don’t laugh; sweet corn is pretty tasty seconds after it’s picked. But removal of the false tooth is necessary to avoid breakage. Continue reading

Proud to be Canadian

A good friend of mine starts each day by counting her blessings. She finds lot to be thankful for, of course, so she effectively launches herself into positive territory. And thus, no matter how the day goes, she gives herself the edge.

I, on the other hand, woke up yesterday morning on the wrong side of positive and stayed there most of the day. Yes, I know, that’s pretty ironic considering Finding Hope Ness is supposed to be about realizing the promise every moment offers, and living with hope. For, as you may have gathered by now, Hope Ness is more than a place; it’s a state of mind, or rather, a state of being.

This blog is called “Finding Hope Ness” for a reason, though. My friend is already there; in a way she’s an embodiment of it. She fit right in as soon as she arrived here years ago: the birds knew her, the trees knew her; my goodness, even the bear she heard “huffing” not very far away as she picked wild raspberries one day, probably knew her. Continue reading

Thoughts on winning the lottery on a stormy day

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Mr. Massey out in the snow again, in need of restoration

Well, setting aside for a moment the idea that it wouldn’t bother me one little bit to find out I was the “Owen Sound area” person who won a $60 million-dollar lottery jackpot, I’d say Joan Patterson sounds like a good winner. And I have absolutely no ulterior motives for saying that.

Not that I’m a bad loser; you can’t win if you don’t buy a ticket. But who knew the lottery-winning vibes were in the local stars, or winds, or the ground underfoot.

It is fun, though, to see somebody local win; all the more reason to play with various “what if it had been me?” scenarios. Continue reading

A tale of two preachers

In my last blog, “We’re all pilgrims looking for home,” I mentioned having lived for a while at Rolling Acres Ranch when I was a boy of 12. That brought to mind a carpenter I remember now as “Old Tom” who came there for a few weeks in the fall to build a couple of camp cabins.

Old Tom – I think his last name may have been Thomson, or Thompson – was about the age I am now. (So, he wasn’t that old, eh.) He was tall and lean, rather reserved and dignified, and always impeccably dressed even in his work cloths: dark, sensible, broadcloth pants, vest, clean white shirt, and armbands that kept his sleeves safely up. I believe his background was Scottish Presbyterian, like a lot of born-and-raised people then in Egremont Township.

In the evening after dinner, he and “Dad” Brush would retire to the living room, where Old Tom always sat in the same rocking chair. Because I was the oldest of the boarding kids, but mainly I think because I did so much work down at the barn, I was allowed to take an after-dinner seat there too.

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A few of my well-used carpentry tools

Old Tom had a routine: first, he would have his cup of hot water (for some reason, possibly for health reasons, he didn’t drink tea or coffee); then he’d play his fiddle for a while, with the Brush’s pet cocker-spaniel howling along as he played; but that never fazed him. Then, he and “Dad” Brush might talk for a while. I remember once Old Tom looked at my long, lean feet and predicted I’d grow up to be a “six-footer.” Well, I stopped about an inch short, but nobody’s perfect.

The one evening that stands out the most in my memory is when Old Tom took a notion to tell a story. I’ve often thought of it over the years. I’ve come to realize it was a piece of local, oral folk history, doubtless based on actual events that happened during and just after pioneer times in that area.

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We’re all pilgrims looking for home

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I was chatting on-line recently with someone I knew years ago in Toronto, and found by chance again on the Internet. We had a good, interesting chat that led to me inviting him to come up sometime for a visit. After going on, as I do, about the natural beauty of the Bruce Peninsula and my little corner of it here in Hope Ness especially, I asked the long-time Toronto resident if he’d ever been up to the peninsula. He said no, and wondered how long it would take him to get up here by car from the city, where he lives downtown. About four hours, more or less, I said.

I wasn’t surprised; after all, it took me a long time to find my way here, after going on various searches much further in other directions, but never really feeling at “home” where I ended up. Yet, here it was, all along, right in my “back yard,” so to speak.

I had the opportunity as a child born in the big city to live on a couple of farms in the southern Ontario countryside. The family circumstances that led to that happening were sad and difficult, but I won’t get into that.

My point here is going from the city to the countryside was a revelation for a boy of six when I went, first, to the farm near Streetsville, west of the city. It was only a distance of about 25 miles, or 45 kilometres, but it seemed like a totally different world.

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Many Canadians nearing retirement age facing hard times

Many thousands of “boomer” generation Canadians are facing a hard financial future with “wholly inadequate” funds set aside for their retirement, says a report made public earlier this week.

The Broadbent Institute report, titled An Analysis of the Economic Circumstances of Canadian Seniors, made me think right away of the Ontario Association of Food Banks’ Hunger Report 2015. It noted an alarming, and unexpected, 35 percent increase in the number of Ontario seniors using food banks last year compared with 2014. Continue reading

Shackleton’s heroism still inspiring

IMG_0123Life in Hope Ness is not all “sweetness and light,” especially in winter, the way we get it here sometime in this part of Canada: from sub-zero, Arctic-air-mass cold for days on end, followed by a day or two of winds from the south bringing a sudden thaw, and rain, like today. It’s not pretty.

Strange the way the mind works sometimes, but I was thinking I’d even prefer last winter’s record-setting cold, when the deep freeze came and settled in for months.

Then I thought of Antarctic, which led me to think of Ernest Shackleton, one of my historical heroes. And that led me to thoughts on the nature of his heroism, and that it arose in desperate circumstances stemming from apparently disastrous failure.

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Happy Birthday Buffy

In honour of Buffy Sainte-Marie’s 75th birthday tomorrow (February 20) I thought I’d take the opportunity to recall one of my most cherished memories, seeing and hearing her perform at the 1964 Mariposa Folk Festival.

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Buffy Sainte-Marie at the Mariposa Folk Festival, 1964

There were other performers there as well who made it very, very special: the young Gordon Lightfoot, and the then recently re-discovered blues legend Mississippi John Hurt.

Let me set the scene first. That year’s Mariposa festival was held in Toronto, in Maple Leaf Stadium. Located on the waterfront, beside the grain elevators east of the Canadian National Exhibition grounds, it was a classic, 20,000-seat, baseball stadium. At the time it was home to the Toronto Maple Leaf, Triple-A baseball team, then in its International League-dominant heyday. Unfortunately Maple Leaf Stadium, a heritage-building gem if there ever was once, was torn down long ago. Continue reading

We can do it

(Phil here, with a note about this post, a “Counterpoint” column I wrote last summer, in hopes, as always, it might add perhaps a drop of elder wisdom to the cup. Imagine the impact, if billions of people one way or another expressed good, hopeful thoughts about being human. The news of the world is not getting any better is it? So I thought I would post it again today, sort of send it off into Cyber space and see what happens. It’s a long shot, I know; but anything is possible.)

We are a remarkable species indeed, to be able to conceive of and build and send a spacecraft hurtling billions of kilometres into space, to the furthest reaches of the solar system where the dwarf planet, Pluto, and its largest moon, Charon, revolve around each other in wobbly orbits.

And then, as NASA’s New Horizons probe sped past the  two, to be able to send back to Earth photos of remarkable detail and clarity of what they look like, including the strange, heart-shaped feature on Pluto itself – what a remarkable, what an astounding achievement that is as well.

It has taken the New Horizons spacecraft 10 years, traveling at a speed of 50,000 km/hr, to reach the vicinity of Pluto and Charon. You do the math. That’s a long, long way to go.

Most of us don’t have the extremely diverse, collective, scientific expertise required to make such a thing happen. But isn’t it characteristic of human beings to have a wide variety of talents? Isn’t it possible that’s a big part of what makes us who we are after all? Continue reading

The passion of growing old

I came to the check-out at the grocery store with a few more things than I had planned on getting, among them three large-sized cans of soup on special, and a few cans of salmon. “I always forget my bags,” I told the cashier. So I had to buy one at least, for five cents each, and I wondered if one would be enough.

“I could put it all in one bag,” she said, “But are you sure you can carry it.”

I was, I confess, momentarily at a loss for words. And then a little voice inside me asked something along the lines of, do I really look that old?IMG_7933

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